Kendra Wilkinson and Hank Baskett's marriage has been rocked with alleged infidelity rumors in recent months – something the reality star is still trying to figure out what happened and what didn't happen when it comes to Hank allegedly having an affair with transgender model Ava London.
"We're working on things right now. There's a lot going on," the 29-year-old "Kendra on Top" star told Billy Bush and Kit Hoover on Thursday's Access Hollywood Live.
Hank has denied claims that he cheated on Kendra when she was pregnant with daughter Alijah, who the couple welcomed in May. Kendra and Hank are also parents to son Hank IV, 4.
So what does the former "Girl Next Door" believe?
"Honestly, I don't know, I'm still trying to figure it out… I'm really taking my time to figure everything out… I honestly don't have a decision on what I'm going to do," she told Billy and Kit. "This has been a lot to handle and a lot for me think about especially right now after having given birth to a baby."
Kendra told Billy and that her husband – who she married in 2009 – has not treated her poorly.
"At the end of the day, he comes from an amazing place and amazing background. He's a perfect guy and he's never done me wrong, he's not like some douchebag. He's not a douchebag. He's never treated me wrong, so if he was, I wouldn't be with him right now," she said. "He is an amazing father."
And what is Hank, 32, telling Kendra about the rumors?
"He's saying, 'Don't believe it, I'm going to clear my name,'" she told Billy and Kit. "There's a lot to work out, I know that some of the story is true."
(Hank Baskett and Kendra Wilkinson share a kiss at Spike TV’s 6th Annual ‘Guys Choice Awards’ at Sony Pictures Studios in Culver City, Calif., on June 2, 2012 - Getty Images)
Billy and Kit pressed Kendra on what she believes and what she doesn't.
"In my eyes, life is too short and this man who I loved for six years – I believe he deserves… a second chance, if he did make a mistake," she explained. "And right now I'm working that out. I'm working on what happened and if this was a mistake, which I believe, I'm starting to believe it was."
Adding, "If I believe that Hank had an affair on me, the divorce would have gone through already. I'm holding on to any hope I have."
Despite having hope, Hank has his own place, which he stays at from time to time.
"He has an apartment that is close by. I mean he does stay at the house. He stays the night, but not in my bed," she revealed.
"This is a separation?" Billy asked.
"I wouldn't call it that, we're taking time," Kendra answered. "I can't tell you right now if I'm going to divorce him or stay with him because I don't know right now."
Kendra also revealed that Hank is dealing with issues not captured by the cameras.
"He was going through a lot of stuff that nobody knows about and he was trying to talk to me about it and I would not deal with it," she said, looking back on when their relationship started to become rocky.
"Sexuality issues?" Billy inquired.
"No, no, no," Kendra said. "He was very lost. Very, very lost and I wish I would have had it in my heart to slow down a little bit and listen… right now, he's in a lot of therapy… and figuring out a way to explain everything. I don't get it."
"Kendra on Top" premieres October 3 at 10/9c on WE TV.
-- Jesse Spero